Angelicly EDAH

Sheena, i love sunsets TOO :)

2010-04-04T04:40:00.000-07:00

HEEELLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOO! :D

woww, its been ages since i blogged. i hope i'm not getting rusty.. :)

sigh, its just one of those nights where you just need to get away from everything. i switched off my phone, signed out my msn, and deactivated my facebook. oh wait, no. scratch that. i DIDNT deactivate it, cause i couldn't find where the deactivate button was =,=" aiiiknowwww. lame! anddd i call myself an IT student -__-

don't ask me why. cause i'll just shrug and say "nyehh". haha. nyehh..... see? haha. baru jua ku cakap. haha. apakan. :p LOL!

i'm actually-sorta-kinda-inawayyoucouldsay- procastinating O:)

tee-hee, but you cant blame me, realllyyyyy.. its just how i am. if you change that, then you'll just change me. and i don't wanna be changed. take it or leave it, sista! *bitchy-ly snap fingers + pout*

but seriouslyyyyy, theres just TOO much work! even if i do live up to be a million years old i won't ever finish em! and that, my friend, is a hyperbole - an exaggeration. teehee.. its like a month to AS exams, and i'm not ready. okay. okay. okayyyyyy. lets stop playing games. i need to be serious.

"Because i'm gonna have my f*ckin AS exams in one month, you f*ckin
monster!"

hahaha!! gilaaa, stress ku eh. :(

mummy really gave me a hard time last mpr (monthly progress report) cause i got Us' for chem and computing. She was like "mummy harapkan kau dapat VERY GOOD results, pasal so far, kau yang paling tinggi markah olevel mu, mengalahkan abang and kaka mu". (i got 8 out of 9 Os'. 3 As' 5B's and a D for E-lit -_- bummer!)

shizzzzzzzzzz. i need to really really really really really really work harder :( its so different in Alevels, i tell ya. much harder. it makes O level seem like kindergarten crap. :s

okay, enough of this. Blogging about this gives me frogs in my stomach. : blegh, not the best feelings.

By procastinating, i meant roaming around the net looking for pretty pictures i could smile and awe at :D my current resource: http://www.tumblr.com/ , whicchhh lead me to this: http://sheenalovessunsets.tumblr.com/ , which again, led me to : http://www.sheenasy.com/ . :D

she issss one of the most-esss awesome-essst artist i've ever seen! her drawings extremelyy awesomee! :D

Some of my favourites: (i do not own any of these images, and they are copyright of sheenaSy) :)

fairy disney princesses! soo cute :D

tee-hee. i love this. :D

-To be held by the waist and swing around in the air.. :) :) :) WOW. someday, hopefully ;')

This seems like a long enough post, right? i got so much on my mind right now, and it would just be one big colourful mess if i continue. trust me *BIG grin* i should go freshen up, and hit the books. well, i gotta clean up my table first, where else could i
study? i should switch my phone back on too, because....well, just because. :) sigh.

XOXO,
gossip girl.

EHH SALAH! hahaha.

XXX,
Edah ;) Tatss more like itttt :D

F. (Ms. Fina's). E. O :)

2010-01-22T17:33:00.000-08:00

Functions of OS-Scheduling

Describe the objectives of OS-Scheduling (4)
 Convenience. The computer should be user-friendly and therefore easy to use by the general users.
 Efficiency. The computer should be able to use the resources efficiently.
 Ability to evolve. The operating System should be constructed in a way to permit effective development, testing, and introduction of new functions without interfering with service.
 Fairness and equality. This is so that the operating system gives fair share to each of the processes, and no process suffer from indefinite postponement, depending on their priority of course. This is also known as “time-sharing”.

State and describe three methods of scheduling (6)

Round Robin Scheduling. This method ensures every task in each priority gets an equal amount of time.The scheduler runs through all tasks in the highest priority. The task which has not yet run, but is able to, gets the turn. If no task is able to run, a lower priority is examened. If no task can be started, the idle task is started. The idle task does not consume resources.
OS interruptible Scheduling. This method allows large part of the OS interruptible (interrupted by signal). Interrupts can never occur in routines where the stack is changed, the context save/restore for example, and in the event handlers. Apart from this, the OS and kernel calls can be made interruptible if needed. However, it is also possible to work in a OS protected mode. Thus, depending on your needs the system can be quite responsive. Note that nested interrupts are not allowed per default. Kernel calls are not preemptable. For calls that are handled in OS space, this makes no real sense, and calls that are handles in OS space are usually very short.
Register compression. This method saves only the register that are used on the stack at taskswitch.Registers which are not used in a specific tasks, or registers only used in area's where no context switch is possible do not need to be saved. Especially in the AVR architecture which has 32 registers, this can save a lot of stack space. Often it is enough to save only 12 registers or even less. This also makes the context switch quicker.

Resources:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scheduling_(computing)
http://www.personal.kent.edu/~rmuhamma/OpSystems/Myos/cpuScheduling.htm
http://www.femtoos.org/features.html

Oi Mr Sardar!

2009-10-14T06:41:00.000-07:00

selamat malam manusia. (:
assalamualaikum. hehehe..;)

its been a while. . . haha. last post was like apa, 3 months ago? atuu batah. haha. well, cana ta jua kan? me got a life jua. nyeh. ;p banar kah tu when people cakap orang yang like 24/7 blogging and facebook-ing nada life? no offence huh..well, i'm not like that, so i guess i'm living. hehe. raaaighhht.apaan. random~

apaadaa? macam-macaam buii. hehehe...some good, some bad. but whatever..."i tak mau kesahh daahh.kelamuan dah tauu!" ;D anuwah..tadi si helmi tag edah arah this note "FOR LAUGHTER" . hahaha. calii. pasal mr sardar.. [yeah,that explains my nick] HAHA. entah siapakah ia ahh. tapi ia calii. hahaha. apakan. anyway..read awayyy,matee...

ni nah, si sardar.. =]

Boss: Where were you born? Sardar: India ..

Boss: which part?
Sardar: What 'which part'? Whole body was born in India .

2 sardar were fixing a bomb in a car. Sardar 1: What would you do if the bomb explodes while fixing? Sardar 2: Dont worry, I have one more.

Sardar: What is the name of your car?
Lady: I forgot the name, but is starts with 'T'.
Sardar: Oh, what a strange car, starts with Tea. All cars that I know start with petrol.

Sardar joined new job. 1st day he worked till late evening on the computer. Boss was happy and asked what you did till evening.
Sardar: Keyboard alphabets were not in order, so I made it alright.

Museum Administrator: That's a 500-year-old statue u've broken.
Sardar: Thanks God! I thought it was a new one.

At the scene of an accident a man was crying: O God! I have lost my hand, oh!

Sardar: Control yourself. Don't cry. See that man. He has lost his head. Is he crying?

Sardar: U cheated me.
Shopkeeper: No, I sold a good radio to u.
Sardar: Radio label shows Made in Japan but radio says this is 'All India Radio! '

NOW THE LAST TWO ULTIMATE:

In an interview, Interviewer: How does an electric motor run?
Sardar: Dhhuuuurrrrrrrrrr. .....
Inteviewer shouts: Stop it.
Sardar: Dhhuurrrr dhup dhup dhup... [ani yang mahal nii.ia buat bunyi engine terstop ah.HAHA]

Tourist: Whose skeleton is that?
Sardar: An old king's skeleton..
Tourist: Who's that smaller skeleton next to it?
Sardar: That was same king's skeleton when he was a child.

Thanks helmi kerna menghiburkan hati kaka mu ani walaupun untuk sementara. hehehe. ;) rindu ku anak tinggi anii. nanti tah kerumah main guitar hero, masa atu inda sampat. kesian si hakam kepunan kali ia udah, inda puas main nya masa atuu. haha. ngalih ih, fuh. bukan pulang pasal blogging tu. entah ah. its like, i'm already sleeping early for the past few days, but then makin nyaman tidur ku, bangun ahir tah pulang, and constantly ngantuk. so lets do the maths here:

akhir tidur=awal bangun=sadang ngalih
awal tidur=akhir bangun=ngalih banyak

hence, i conclude that tidur akhir is better. C: for me lah, inda tau kamu uh. jgn tah asi-asi. haha. nada wah. ;p maybe alum terbiasa wah. biasa since last year akhir tidur, awal bangun saja. iatah tu nahh. haha. apakan. macam random ku ari ani, kenapa huh?

"You lift my feet of the ground..and spin me around...you make me crazier, crazier."
-edah menyanyi. ;p

oh, oh, masa atu kami jog. me, si baz, mimie, & adib. hehee...siuk!!♥♥♥♥

edah macam makin lampuh? indakah?=/

hehe, bari takut jua ih. oh,oh. itu dalam mulutnya! i call it si beckham busuk. hahahah. and and i sleep with si beckham busuk. ;) nyaman kali ahh. haha. apakan. entah kau ih dah ih. antamantam. nyeh.;p

bah, udah tah ahh?aahhh?udahh?hahha. mau lagi? udah tahh wahh..isuk lagi, insyallah. hehehe.apakan. gila kali anak sorang ani uh? ;p hehe. bah..

ja ne.♥

& oh, i believe in love, dont you? :)

oh, hello world.

2009-07-18T05:23:00.000-07:00

hello.

Sorry for the NO updates. HA HA. Y'know me kann... Livin the life, full schedule, etc,etc. blah blah blah. haha. ego jua eh bunyinya. haha. wateve. anywayyss. . .

This week was S.U.P.E.R! =D

Tapii. . . . . . . . . . . .

Malas ku ceritaa. HA HA. *la lee laa le laa*

Butt, i really need one of these:

Stainless Steel lingerie.

i know what your thinking. . . .

AWESOMEEE!! kann???

Hahaha. i realise that in sports, i'm THAT girl, you know...the klutz. the accident-waiting-to-happen.the one thats always injured.or whatever you call em. "yeap, thats Me!". Let me elaborate.

I got THREE STRIKES in BASKETBALL today.

1. First striker: Mimie, little brother with a gigantic body build(he's effin tall!)

"I can't rely on my sister to catch the ball. Shes very 'layu'.So, i ran as fast as i could to reach for the ball. I jumped!and to my surprise, the layu girl jumped too.inevitably i bumped her real hard.She said "eh, you hit my boobs!".it was unintentional.sumpah."-Mimie

2. Second Striker: Azri, cousin who may be heavy enough to knock
"double
edahs" down.(NO kidding.)

"Si edah defending banar-banar wah. like she was trying to get the ball from me main ganas-ganas. kalau main banar-banar, that would be like, a foul. i needed to score. everyone was counting on me. i cant possibly let a girl beat me at my game, kan?So i had to push my way out. and she knocked me with her erm, chest. and the ball dropped. She just stood there. So i took the ball, and shoot, and scoree!!yeah!i could tell shes in pain. tapi, sapa tah suruh ia main ganas awal-awal kan?:) Sorry edah."-Azri

3.Third Striker: Qayyum, a tiny tot with a big mouth who MUST ALWAYS get his way. OR else. (sends shivers down your spine, no?brrr..)

"Ayum inda nampak kaka edah blakang ayum. ayum kan stretching kan tgn ayum, lapas atu tesiggung cia kaka edah punya badan..eehhh..ada kah diri-diri disana. tau sudah qayum sangal tangan, balik-balik shoot kali ah.adakan ayum shoot?"-qayum.

And that was it. my pain. oh, sour pain. haha. apakan. tapi banar yaw..inda nyaman tu rasanya kana "strike" THREE times! and at the same spots lagi tu. like, WTH! haha.

bah, nantitah. upload more photos. m' not really in the mood to blog banar nya. I feel like massaging the pain awaay. HAH HAH. any volunteers?:p

Andd. i need to wake up early esuk, to go to belle's house. We're doing a TOPSECRET PROJECT, which i shall reveal nanti. hehehehehehe..*evil smirk* She's so gonna be dead.muahahaha. 0=D

oh, and before i go, my deepest condolonces to those victims in the "Bombing in Jakarta". i wanna blog about that nanti. i saw the surveillance tape of the bomber walking through the hotel lobby before the bomb exploded. It was like he intentionally wanted to kill. I cant understand how someone can do that.what do they achieve?are they really satisfied? is there even a slight sense of guilt?You'll get why i'm super flabergasted(p/s:i like this word.calii bunyinya.HA HA. i LOL, everytime ms vikki says it aloud) over the incident when you watch the video..

I know its a bit foggy and blurr-ish, well, what do you expect to get from a camera that just went through an explosion,inda ja? *sigh*

bah, i'm off.

ja ne. <3>

So far, So good.

2009-06-29T05:08:00.000-07:00

konbawa~ ;D

i smell like beef. HAHA. *angelic smile*

okay.

i seriously dont know where to start. lotsa things have happened. some great, some not so great.

Firstly, i am OFFICIALLY NOT SINGLE lagi.. weee~:p the single life gets boring so fast. guess i'm never meant to be kept away from you, baz. ;) love youu.
My one and only(pain in the ass) sister, Nana, is married! finally. i'm happy. . . She's finally off my case!:D and oh yeah, also pasal shes found the one blah blah blah. haha. wateve. kekeke. malas ku wah.
kami reunion di tasek. siuk!:D and it was raining. hehehe.. and ada baz jua. :) fun. fun.fun.
and i watched transformers! twice! siuk! hehehe. ada juburrrr.. Last thursday sama the gang (ada baz jua, of course) di mall and yesterday, sama my brother di empire. vip seats. haha. kambang ku.but FYI, i am not happy with their service. udahtah the food i ordered nada, even when i said awal-awal udah time booking the tickets that i WANT the fries! tapi last-last habis jua. boo.
My brother, Herman's birthday is coming up. and he left an envelope for me and mimie(my lil brother) tadi. on that envelope it reads : "To mimie and edah. Maybe you can split this into two and get me a REALLY GREAT birthday gift". he gave us a hundred. WHOA. haha. i still don't know what to get him. -_- pressure ihh. why cant my brother be more like us--effin broke at most times. that way, it wont be this hard. pasal nya he's got so much cash, he really doesnt need gifts, he can just get them on his own, inda ja?
there was this bouncer birthday bash di rumah najihah ezzaty. siuk yo bouncer nya!ada showers! effin awesome! hahaha. i hope you like my present, darls. ;)
ohh yeah, theres a chance i might be sleeping over in kb this week. at herman's.
ehh masa atu wah, i witnessed an ambush by the narcotics! ni, right in front of my house. cali, they were so cracked they didnt even fight. macam the police had to drag them on their asses into the car.. HAHAH. :)
we had a ping pong tourney at my house during a barbeque party. i went against si azri. haha. no chance at all. i lost. 0_0 haha. surprise. surprise. tah karang~ anyhoos, uncle kahar won in the end...i was so sure it was gonna be babu janah tho. girls rule!
cuti sambung!yay! thank you swine flu!(eh, it rhymes!) haha.. talur. suka. but seriously, thank god. homeworkssss ku alum tebuat wah. :( i'm kinda lookin forward for school tho'. heard kami kana suruh pakai masks. . . . . freakin' AWWESOME!:D haha. siuk jua tu. macam ninjah. :X
i got new kittens! 9 to be exact! hehe.. 4 from si jessie, and 5 more from si blackie. hehe... cutee. nama nya unknown masih, and pictures? nanti tah. sorry but post anie. . . erm, wats the word. . . lifeless?, actionless? haha. pasal nada pictures wah. pictures do speak louder than words kan? hehe..

banyak pulang lagi updates actually. but. . . *nyeh*. sangal ku. haha. 0=D

hm..its been a while since i've gone online. i've kinda lost contact with so many people. i'm sorry. :( ada urang cakap that once i get what i want, i ignore all those who was with me along the way..macam apa kata urang brunei "kacang lupa kan kulit?" or something like that. . . tapi thats not true. i really do like kamu, and the time i spent with you. and kamu really did make me smile, even just a while. thanks dudes and dudzettes. kamu is da bomb. *grin* loves!

bah bah. better be off now. its late. . . and i wanna wake up early isuk. Need to do my work. :)

ja ne.

its OVER.

2009-05-27T05:35:00.000-07:00

Hey, Assalamualaikum. (:

I've been gloomy lately. i have to force my self into doing homework and chores. i feel reluctant to get out of bed every morning. you could say, i've given up living. but, i need to get on my ass and keep on moving forward, for the sake of my future, and the people that care about me. i'm not really sure where i'd end up now if i had no one else to hang on to and trust. Seriously. -_-" So, thanks to those people that i can rely on in my times of needs, and those that never cease to smile for me just to make me feel stupid for frowning too much. HAHA. Seriously, i love kamu. =D

Anywhoos, last week was a blast. it wasnt any different than the other week, but i know this week wont turn out the same. But, its better this way. I think deep inside i want it to be this way too. Sorry if i let some people down in the process of realising this. From now on, i wont play games anymore, not take chances if it means that someone will get hurt. Its only a year anyway. And if it doesnt turn out the way i want it to, then the hell with it.. There will be other chances -- other guys. hehe. okay, maybe youre like confuse now, and have not a single idea of what i'm trying to say.

Last night, i told sii 'popsickle'( read the last post if you dont know who i'm refering to), that i'm still waiting for baz, and i cant be with him, not yet. And he told me that he's giving up, and thanked me for hurting him. "okay, i'm sorry i havent been fully honest with you, but it makes me wonder why it took you so long to ask me. maybe i shouldve told you anyway, but i'm sorry to say, i didnt trust you. and i was scared that if i did, we wont have turned out otherwise. i like the way we were, you somehow made me happy. you made me smile, even just for a while. Honestly and suprisingly, i was actually looking forward on going to school, just to talk to you, cause somehow you made me forget about baz for a moment, and just be myself, without fake smiles.But still, nevertheless, at the end of the day, its baz i think of before i sleep. i cant deny that. Sorry i let you down. but i honestly didnt mean to...". So yeah, now its over. he texted me a few minutes ago.i'm not sure if i should reply.because i dont want to repeat the same mistakes.i dont want to risk hurting his feelings anymore.because i kinda like him too.. so, goodbye popsickle. :)

i didnt come to school today. Wanted to be alone, i guess, and also the fact that a lot of my homeworksss are not done. HAHA. was planning on doing it the whole day today, tapi entah ah. macam nada mood, so whatever. seriously, i'm still off-track in school. *sigh* bilatah mood rajin ku anie kan datang? nyehh. I woke up late tadi, around 11-ish, slept late jua last night, watching Naruto shippuden movie II and Fast and Furious 4, HAHA. Seriously, i need a life. LOL. watched 90210 jua. Liam is super HAUTTE. sexy wah ia atu, suka ku. haha. si naomi asi-asi, like "get of MY liam, bitch!" haha. Swearing is stress relief. coolness~:D then watched tv the whole day. And around 5, went out, to get some fresh air, and blah blah. Took out my phone, and snapped some pictures. lawa jua the scenery at noon atu. i really wanna get into photography, i want one of those pro-cams. siuk eh.

my baby, jessie. she has four new kittens. Cute!:D

"take my hand"- mira. haha. gay love.:p yuckie. :p

heheh. Rear view. :D

apa nama nya ni?mega-mega merah kah? haha. whateve. :p

this i love :)

"aim high, shoot higher" hehehe.

a spray paint on babu mas's fence wall. its suppose to be a Z. but when i took it, it turned out as N. :)

Babu mas's house number. 7. notice the cracks? significant?irony? hmm, maybe. :)

my pink butterfly jewelry box. :) rusak udah tapinya. sayang. :)

bah, better get some sleep. i need to eat my dinner jua. before mummy tells me off for being on a diet and not eating much lately,lagi. gawd, she's too "be'uri" chill wah mum~ hehehs..

i need a dose of poco-poco with these guys this sunday. hehehe. thanks abang hani for introducing it to us. i have to admit that i HATE the song though. but, oh well, who cares? ;D

Later.

XOXO,

Edah

Wake me up when april ends.

2009-05-03T02:55:00.000-07:00

*sighh* ngalih ku ih. haha. why? entah ah. just feel dat way. Most probably cause i sleep too much. imagine that, sleeping less than 8-9 hours a day makes us tired, and sleeping more than that ALSO makes us tired. ada-ada saja jua eh..haha. anyhoos~ atuwah..its been a while..:) HAHA!batah banar inda beupdate. . . since chinese new year, which was in feb!and its may now...hehe...alasan ku?pasaal. . . . . . . . .

1. malas

2. banyak hws wah. i swear!

3. && testsss lagi! next week is first assesment tests. *Wish me luck.lots of luck*

4. em, lappy baru baik..hehe..batah plg udah...tpi, still~

5. too busy-- tidur, makan, liat tv, war-else?war-else? xp *imitating sir's kaling accent* CALI WAH. hahah. sorryyy...:)

6.apa lagi uh?

*lalalalaa~* miss me? :p

eh, atuwah... my conversation with "nini babu"(my grandad's other wife) baru anie. . .

Nini babu: "ehh lai..sini kau dulu...."

Edah: "apa ni?"

Nini babu: "tadi aku meliat udah kawan si kayrul..."

Edah: "oh,iakah? kali?"

Nini babu: "kali, udah nini meliat. tadi ia jual-jual jua di bandar."
Edah: "oh,haha. bah. aku kan cuci pinggan dulu ah." *runs awayy*

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay, heres the 101: last year i think, nini babu was like nagging me on marrying my "first" cousin, kayrul. =/ we were the only two at home masa atu. . .i think.

Nini babu: "laii..kesian ku kan si kayrul atu lai..."

Edah: "huh?kenapa ia ni?"

Nini babu: "ia atu anak yatim, alum lagi ada kraja. . ."

Edah: "ohh."

Nini babu: "udah nini indada karang. rumah nini atu kau tah punya tu. banyak barang modan-modan tu. inda payah lagi kau behunjar. isbuk lagi isbuk baru."

Edah: "oh, thenkiu ni."*senyum, inda tau kan cakap apa.HAHA*

Nini babu: "kawintah kau sama ia laii...sanang tu idup kamu kalau kamu kawin sama-sama."*in tears* =/

Edah: "ahh?erm.."

Nini babu: "sanang banar tuu..."

OHMIGADD...

I've got nuthin against kayrul, tapi , he's my friggin FIRST COUSIN for crying out loud!is that even legal?? ish. if ia kesian banar kan si kayrul atu, then give him the house. everything. As if i cant manage on my own? and i know, kayrul can to. *jaling* seriously bah. i told mummy about it. and she was speechless jua. told my dad, and ia ketawa. HAHA. typical.

Dont underestimate us, people!!

bah. other updates?lets see...

Rania's birtday party was last week..siuk! main bouncer till one! wheee!!haha. and and kami harass si barbie!ada proof nya!nanti tah get the video from nurul. haha. nyaman badan si barbie ah..apakan..:p hahaha.

then there was this dinner at rizqun... kana lanja yaw..hehe..

wardah, safwan, iffah and me.

oh, yesterday kan, in school, ada my friend, syikin kana possess. scary. tapi i'm used to it udah. pasal masa in hasan, macam selalu udah kan.

and i would like to congratulate my dearest lovable darlings si lela and abang hakam(aka samir nasri--siapakan tu?people say he looks like him.) for ele future mpp secretary and deputy president, respectively. KAMU RAWKS. Rawwr! \m/

deputy president 2010 katok. phewitt~:)

secretary. ohhlala~lela~ ;D love ya babe.

erm...& then theres this guy..in school. NO, HE'S NOT MY BOYFRIEND, though kami macam selalu in school together. and he holds my hand, and stuff. lets call him, erm, "popsickle" haha. saja wah. no reasons. its the first word that popped out of my head.anyway. . . people are like saying me and si popsickle anie an item... please, never judge a book by its cover. in other words, we're NOT. i am still waiting. capiche? haha. and then kan..ada this girl jua. wow. penjaling number satu! HAHA. i dont know why she hates me so much. tapi i think because si popsickle wants to be with me and not her. GET a LIFE! Disgrace to girl code. tsk tsk.

apalagi? hmm. . .oh yeah, SCHOOL. i feel super slow, and off track in school. entah kenapa. its like, ada this wide gap between me and the other students. In maths, my mind is in mid air, and i can only see the teacher's lips moving, write whatever shes writing on the board, go back home, and say to myself "what the hell are numbers anie!?" -_-" shites. and handwriting ku makin crappy. damn it. all my teachers are complaining. even maths. "z" jadi "2". manakan cuai selalu. sheeesshhh..and and i'm always blurr in chemistry. gila kali. its harder than masa o-level. macam totally unlogistic. its like learning magic. so, you gotta think, OUTSIDE the box. Not my thang, y'know. and computer...all those reading!!bagi sakit kepala. macam everytime i sit down and pigang computer notes/textbook, i feel the need to read archies, and so, against my will and determination, i'm lying down on the floor and reading Archies. yay me. HAHA . english literature is Okay. The book is interesting --"A view from the Bridge". Cant wait to do "Jane Eyre". Heard its da bomb(quoted).

bah, i think i'm gonna wrap it up here. got maths hw to do. and assesment week is next week. wish me luck. Good luck to Azie, EdD, and Fuad for your interviews into MTSSR. dapat tu. no worries. ^_^

and oh, before i forget,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HELMI!

hensem buii..;)

I miss youu brotha..Stop growing taller, will ya. ngalih ku membubut, and your YOUNGER!=D

bah, signing off~

sayonara.

XOXO,

Eds<3>

I'm a monkey.

2009-01-26T08:52:00.000-08:00

Just a quick shout out to all chinese of the world. . .

GONG XI FA CAI!

May all be blessed with endless prosperity. =D

and oh, found this little something something for all. Enjoy!XD

RAT—Born in 1924, 1936, 1948, 1960, 1972, 1984, 1996, 2008This year is also a good year to invest in properties but remember to manage your financial properly. You must guard against petty people especially when it relates to wealth matters. Also you need to guard yourself against sexual traps. As such, control your alcohol intake. Take care yourself this year as you might get hurt easily. For relationship, you need to exercise more tolerance and understanding.

OX—Born in 1925, 1937, 1949, 1961, 1973, 1985, 1997Proper income is stable. Scrutinize all documents before you sign. Those born in 1937 can be in deep trouble if invest wrongly. You need to be extra careful this year. Accidents will happen easily.

TIGER—Born in 1926, 1938, 1950, 1962, 1974, 1986, 1998You need to differentiate who is there to help you and who is there to ruin you. You need to guard yourself against sexual traps and control your alcohol intake. There are people out there to rob you, so be careful when handling money matters. Avoid risky investment and take care of your health. Those already married should steer clear from sexual temptation to avoid getting into trouble. No major issue with health but you have to control yourself against sexual traps and alcohol intake.

RABBIT—Born in 1927, 1939, 1951, 1963, 1975, 1987, 1999You need to be extra careful this year. Accidents will happen easily. Do not be greedy for windfall luck – there is no such thing as easy money. People will take the opportunity to cheat you. Therefore, do not be too trusting when dealing with investment. Always do your due diligence.

DRAGON—Born in 1928, 1940, 1952, 1964, 1976, 1988, 2000For those who plan to get married, this year will be a good year to do so. There is offspring luck this year. For man, do show more care to your wife, especially when she is pregnant. Wealth luck is excellent and beneficial for both normal income and windfall luck. You may attempt different type of investment after careful analysis. Business transaction and dealing will be smooth. Since you are in luck, be on your guard against sexual temptation and alcohol to avoid getting into trouble. Don’t be too stress over your new opportunity and busy schedule. Take extra precaution of your digestive systems.

SNAKE—Born in 1929(81), 1941, 1953, 1965, 1977, 1989, 2001Do not get involve in gossip as it might back fired and harm you. Treat everybody with upmost respect. Due to bad star influence, this year you will see blood. Take extra precaution when handling matters. If you have sickness, seek treatment immediately. Go for gum cleaning or donate blood. Avoid dangerous games and activities.

HORSE—Born in 1930, 1942, 1954, 1966, 1978, 1990, 2002Do not be mistaken by the appearance of others. Be on your guard against sexual temptation and alcohol to avoid getting into trouble. Be careful of sexual trap as you might loose money from it. Save for raining day and be thriftier in your spending.

GOAT—Born in 1931, 1943, 1955, 1967, 1979, 1991, 2003Review all documents carefully before you sign. You hit rock bottom this year on your wealth luck. If can, stop all risky investment this year. Be conservative in managing your wealth. Do not be guarantor and also need to curb your gambling.

MONKEY—Born in 1932, 1944, 1956, 1968, 1980, 1992, 2004News on promotion or new assignment might be coming your way. Be careful of petty people as people might be jealous with your achievement. Wealth luck is extremely good but don’t show off. Couples should guard against third party.

ROOSTER—Born in 1933, 1945, 1957, 1969, 1981, 1993, 2005You will have good wealth luck this year. There are a lot of lucky star this year but there is also unlucky star. Be prudent and don’t be too aggressive. Perform your best and your superior will notice. Smooth business deal and good business relationship. There are chances of promotion and overseas assignments.

DOG—Born in 1934, 1946, 1958, 1970, 1982, 1994, 2006Be mindful of the way you communicate as you might offend the other party without you knowing it. However, be faithful and be careful with sexual trap. Couples will enjoy the company of each other but be careful of third party trying to break the relationship. Those that are unattached will find love this year. Cut down on drinking and sexual activity. There is danger caused by lust.

PIG—Born in 1935, 1947, 1959, 1971, 1983, 1995, 2007There is constant conflict and argument this year. Be more tolerant, forgiving and understanding. You might lose wealth this year. Be conservative in your expenses. Relationship luck is not good and as such, you will constantly burn out. When outdoor, take extra precaution as you are prone to accident.

And oh, what a day this years Lunar New year is. To be on the same day as the eclipse, must be a really good year for you chinese!*thumbs up* hehe. . . my day wasnt as bad either, been busying myself with my NEW room, so not really sinking myself into boredom and joblessness. Even had time to practice guitar hero, and might i add, i'm getting better at it. ;) hehe. I missed the eclipse though, but managed to get pictures of it from some multiply dude. So, credits to him, whoever you are.=) hope he doesnt mind me grabbing this. Dont sue me, love. i'm just doing what anyone with blogs do. Copy other people's work and post it as their own. haha. joking~

Lawa ah? :)

Next time, i hope to see em, with someone very special. . .;)

i love you.

edah.

WAAZZUPPP~

2009-01-20T07:30:00.000-08:00

Hey you! Sorry I haven’t been updating. LOL . busy? Not really. Lazy?sadang. but more because I don’t know what to write. Haha. Alum ada inspiration wah. Now ada?inda pulang..tapi just felt like typing. I’m kinda waiting for someone now. But, he doesn’t know I am. Yeah, he. Hehe.

Anyways. . . Been sleeping late like ALMOST every night. awuwah, every night wah~haha. Ntah knapa. Inda mau tidur, mau pulang kali if I stopped chatting and go to bed. Tapi payah wah, ada sudden attraction, haha, apanah?

Oh, went to miri on the 16th January 2009 to get Nana’s engagement ring. Lawa the ring. Got it arah this diamond shop “Diamoney”. Haha. Weird jua name nya atu. Macam inda lawa when di pronounce. No offence. Ia pnya motto lagi cali. Haha. Broken English , babe. ;) Hee. But, gotta admit, nice diamonds. Even tried on some. Haha. Unfortunately, kaka nana’s fingers are a tad thinner than mine, so. . . one of the rings ‘almost’ couldn’t be pulled out from my finger. But, lucky me. It did. Or not, I would’ve need to choose between losing my finger or my freedom, i.e. get married. LOL. But, I wouldn’t have mind the getting married part, as long as its with someone I love. You know who you are. *wink-wink*

Haha. Got a few stuffs jua. A French manicure set. A new purple top (which kaka nana is wearing now, she’s out. Inda fair eh. Patutnya I get to wear it out dulu. Now people are gonna think its hers!ugh!). Seriously, I know I use her stuff without asking her dulu, but at least she got to wear them before I do, so people know its hers. And she’s 2+ size than me, so she’ll stretch them if she wears em first, and I’m gonna end looking like I am 2+ bigger. That’s not fair. Hmph. But what to do. *sigh* frustrating aint it when things don’t go your way? But, I guess that’s life. When life gives us lemon, stop wussy-ing and be a man! Haha… Yeah, go get your penises girls (quoted). Yeah, talur. Haha. Adakah inda paham “urang atu”. When someone says “date like a man” doesn’t mean you go out and trade yours for a penis, bimbo. Haha. Banar, banar.

Overall, Miri was FUN. FUN. FUN. Hehe. Found Secret Recipe jua, love that restaurant. And thanks to my pal, edD aka ilmy mulyaddey. If not, inda tia lunch sana. Boo-hoo-hoo.

wanted this pair... =( but nada my size, size 38.. sayang.. vincci tu love, tho last season punya..

More photos from miri..: click here!

Also. . . went to Serusop and Manggis mall earlier on thursday,January 15th..after getting wardah, nurul and mira from the salon. "gosh, cute hair nurul!makes me love u more.." LOL. apakan. hehe... Then then, went to Empire, to watch "Maut". Kind of got a misunderstanding with baz, long story~ short: he's in malaysia, and i'm in Brunei. yeah, get me, puh-leasee.. hehe..

T'was FUN!the whole day was FUN!FUN!FUN! movie was fun? NOO. it was horrible. total boredom. but, but..the pictures were fun-tastic!hehe...siuk waah. y'know, i really believe that if someone was to leave me and all my favourite cousins and friends, or even total strangers who enjoys photography, in a room, with high pixel cameras, we would probably be oh, so happy. *grin* and oh, drop some costumes and props into the room now and then. wow. fun-tastic. *wider grin*haha. ketara jua vain eh. xp

More photos of THE night : click HERE!

Last week was okay, i guess. Again, sorry for not updating. =) love you.

Till then, cheerio~

<33,>

Girl Next Door

2008-12-25T05:02:00.000-08:00

23.12.2008

Oh shit. Oh shit. I’m so friggin stupid!!! ok, here it goes.

My day started just fine. Woke up early, watched astro, played guitarhero, and had a decent breakfast, “kalamari rings and fries”. I even went to Zaf’s house and watched some of her torrent download collection, and learnt new Japanese words and abbreviations. Fun! Fun! Fun! But. . . my oblivious-ness just had to ruin the day. Whoopee. Pooper.

See, I got home from zafirah’s home past five, ate murtabak and wanted to hit the showers. I could say, my house is now kind of under renovation, and today two Indonesian repairmen came to fix our tele aerial, this was around the time after I came back, probably 5:30 or so. I knew they came, but I just wasn’t sure what it was they were fixing, or at most, “where” they were fixing. Didn’t seem to matter at the moment, but boy was I wrong! Our (nana and moi’s) bathroom is next to nana’s room. For those who’ve been to my place would know what I mean. So anyways, I caught my dad and one of the repairman in nana’s room, testing the channels on the tv. Like I said, the bathroom is actually next to nana’s room, so I signaled to dad telling him I’m gonna be in the bathroom, and motioned that I’m gonna close the door, in case they’re not done by the time I got out. I wouldn’t want them to see me wrapped in towels, who would? But never would I have expected the worst. Dad didn’t seem to get what I mean, but I didn’t really care. I know, stupid me. Note to self: ALWAYS care!!

So yeah, I got into the bathroom, and did the usual routine: undress my self, and if I felt like using the toilet, I would before I hit the showers. Funny, at the moment I did feel like pee-ing, so after I undressed myself from top to bottom, went for the toilet, OBLIVIOUS TO THE FACT THERE WAS A MAN STANDING RIGHT OUTSIDE THE BATHROOM WINDOW. He was on the roof, fixing the satellite. See, the bathroom window, is just above the toilet, and he would have a top view of anyone using the toilet. I assume he saw!! Oh shit. I know!!free show!! And I didn’t even notice, well not until I was done pee-ing and wanted to hit the showers. You know how you can sometimes sense that someone is watching you. Well, I did, so I turned around to the window and saw HIM! Yeah, the Indonesian repairman! I know. Total embarrassment! I ran for cover, at the deepest corner of the shower which I assumed he couldn’t see, and cried. Yeah! I cried my shame away. Oh how I felt like I had just been raped. Seriously! I felt ashamed and over-exposed, and to a total stranger too! I didn’t even know his name!! What in the hell would have been through his mind when he saw me??

What happened next? Well. I put my clothes back on, and waited for the right moment to make a run for it. Our bathroom wall is of black tiles, and you could see reflections, and I wasn’t sure if he could see mine, but I could see his. Reflection, I mean. The right moment finally came, and so I ran as fast as I could back to my room, tried to find comfort from my other girlfriends, namely mira, syima and azie.

“Bedoa saja yang mata laki-laki atu rabun masa atu. Amin”-Azie

Amiiin! So to all, let this be a lesson to you. Trust me. It can happen to anyone. Even geniuses. Especially geniuses.

XX- Edah

What a Smart arse!

2008-12-21T06:36:00.000-08:00

This goes out to my love. ;)

Haha. This not-so-private shout out goes to my gorgeous online bestie, Lutfi Lamat, whose heart is bigger than the world, lets people stomp on him, has a mom who bakes like a goddess, and makes me happy with his mistakes. May you make more mistakes in the future. Haha. I don’t mean “mistakes-mistakes”. Don’t get me wrong. I mean “typo-mistakes”. Hehe. Shoot for the moon, don’t worry if you misspell moon. You’ll still end up at “moo~” haha. Apakan. shoot for the cow? Hehe. Nada wah. Don’t worry if you miss, you’ll still be among the stars. *wink-wink* bah, have fun on YOUR day. With the power vested in me, as princess of all the worlds (haha. Prasan jua), I hereby declare today, December 21st, the “TYPO DAY”. May all send typos to each other online. haha. lame? biar cha wah. it means a lot to me. hehe.

*Freeze baby!freeze!haha.*

With love,
Edah.—the sweet *angelic* arse.

I said it would be better if we weren't friends, not that i didn't want to be.

2008-12-19T06:32:00.002-08:00

18.12.2008

Plan for the day:
-Watch “twilight” with the cousins.
-and maybe go to kaka muizzah's bebadak if not too tired.

It could have been a 2 years and 2 months thing. But I guess, it wasn’t meant to. At least, not now, maybe later, I hope. I invited baz to watch twilight with us. Not really sure why, but somehow I wanted him to, well. . . just be there. Haha. Jiwang. But honestly, I did. He didn’t join us for lunch at pizza hut, saying that ia “malu udah to be around the cousins”. Hmph. Whatever that means. So, lunch was fun. Hehe. Had pizza. Duh. and then TER-nampak izun with her brothers, abang gg and razi, and oh gawd, Edward brunei!haha. banar. Kan sama pulang. The hair, and the eyes. But not so with the lips. Haha.

Anyways, movie starts at 2.45. Baz met us di cineplax. He sat next to me, seat B12. He kept bothering me during the movie, trying to talk to me and everything. Pushed him away, telling him I wanted to enjoy the movie. He sat silent for a while. Then ada this scene, where Edward was dining with si bella. Rupa nya baz had watched the movie, and I guess he memorized Edward’s line. Starting from “its becoming hard for me to stay away from you. . .”up to “youre exactly my brand of heroin”. At the same time, my hand somehow drew up to his, and next thing I knew, he gave me a peck on the lips as I turned to face him. Surprised, I pulled my hand away, and became very upset. Why, you ask? I have no idea. I was just so mad, not sure at whom, maybe him or maybe me, or maybe cause I missed a second of the movie. Whatever it was, it got me so damn pissed off.

When the movie ended, I kinda cooled off, I guess. I liked the fact that he was there, for me. So, he walked with me to best eastern, near the new fun donuts stall on the ground floor where we were meeting syima and tkah who are tumpang-ing home with us. We talked about this “kitten” book di best eastern, and how cute we thought they were. Then abang kayrul waved telling me it was time to go. I guess baz saw it too, that when I turned to say goodbye, he was no where to be seen. It made me feel so down. I felt like crying right there and then. Seeing a new, huge, pink teddy bear in syima’s hand wasn’t making me any better. Don’t get me wrong. I feel happy for her, she finally found a guy who would cater to every thing she needs and wants. But, somehow, deep within, I hated the fact that she was the one holding that pink thing, and not me. You could say I was jealous. Shit. That’s the truth, and I hate it. I hate myself for hating others of their happiness. I know, you must think I’m selfish in my own ways. Maybe I am, or maybe I’m still confused after the break up. Sigh. Whatever. Better find something better to do and fast.

In the car, I couldn’t hold it anymore. I swear I heard that pink teddy taunt me, “you want me?doncha?well, you cant have me!”. Shit. If it wasn’t pink or belonged to syima, I would’ve shredded it to pieces. Banar. All I could do was put on my ipod at its loudest, and held back. But I really couldn’t. The voices were literally in my head. Playing over and over again. So I cried, gasping in between the sobs, I knew they heard me. I wish they didn’t. My body was shaking, I knew tkah must have felt it. Oh shit.oh shit. I had to pull myself together. We’re almost there.
Arrived at Serusop,( with not a single tear at sight.phew~ )to meet and surprise Kaka bell, abang kayrul’s new girlfriend. She seems like a fun gal. =3 We were planning on giving the fun donuts as a surprise. She was working as a sales girl at Vincci, yeah, the shoe store. Seems like she knew what was coming, smiling at us in all sorts of smiles. Hehe. My plan was to exsen-exsen act suspiciously and then go up to the counter, with the most expensive piece of shoe there and casually go “hi salesgirls, what if kami bagi kita these fun donuts as payment for these lawa shoes?”*kirai-kirai*. Tapi nya~ si kayrul anie spoil cia jua, diri-diri arah front window of the store, smiling-smiling lagi tu. Haiya. Rusak lah plan edah. Flushed down the drain. So, we hurried to the counter with our widest grins. And said “ kita nurul syahmimi? Surprise!!(holding up the donuts)”. Haha. Left kayrul with the salesgirl, while we went to hua ho, across the road, to find something fascinating to buy, just to finish off some off our money. Haha. Syima and tkah, and nurul and wardah.,had something “important” to buy, like groceries and stuffs. I didn’t. haha. so, I browsed around some Barbie dolls and stuff. Then syima, me and tkah came around something we had wanted dari masa atu udah. “BUBBLES”!! Haha. I know. Xp tapi its fun, and so wow. Bubbly. Hehe. So, I bought syima and tkah one too. Mine, of course, is the pink bottled one. LOL.

That night, I didn’t really do much, just munched on MY cookies, and chatted. (: . . . . .

*sigh* wonder what he’s thinking of now? Haha. Day by day, I’m getting more and more confused. What am I supposed to do really? And which path did I take? Was it a good one? What must I hope for? The best?What is the best? Questions!Questions! and NO answers at all. How frustrating. Haha. Oh god, what am I supposed to do? Being close to him, well, it hurts, but being away from him hurts as well, is there an in between close and away? Cause if there is, tell me. I need to know. The feelings driving me crazy, y’know. Even when I distract myself with some other stuffs, somehow the feelings keep rearing inside of me. Sorry if I’m being such a whine and so over-dramatic. But seriously, what the hell is going on with my life???

Oh yeah, got pictures of the oh-so-fun-day. But its not with me, maybe I’ll post it next time.

Banana Pizza

2008-12-18T03:39:00.002-08:00

What I did today?

I woke up early, hoping no one would be up, and I could have a chance at playing my new game. Ran downstairs, alum lagi mandi, to find out mimie was already up and at em.hmm. . . fair? NOT! I told him to stop, and he didn’t listen. Annoying little brothers!what a pain! So, i pinched him on the arms and ran up to my room. That’s my typical gesture of “nyamal”. Pinch people and run off. It works sometimes, believe me. Lied in bed for the next few hours, hoping I would fall back into my slumber, but noo~I just wasn’t used to sleeping in daylight. Switched on my lappy to find something better to do. . . play games?nah. watch movies?nah. blogging?nah, nothing to blog about, its too early. Hmph, I’ll just sing-a-long to some songs. Maybe I’ll get in the mood of day dreaming with a hairbrush as my mic, pyjamas as my sexy stage outfit, my dolls as the audience and my bed as the stage. And I did. I’m Edah Montana!woohoo! love y’all! “the seven things I hate about u!!” haha. I love that song. Then got told off by mummy pasal lagur-lagur. What a fun-pooper. -_-“ boo!! So, I just surfed the internet, and read random people’s blogs. Some were funny, and some made me wanna snore. Haha. No offence, but its banar,banar. Hehe. Then I came across izun’s and ayu’s blogs. So fun lah. Haha. And not too mention; colourful. Edah likey~=3 hehe. Did the tag thingy with the songs. So siuk. Haha. I was laughing my butt off as I went from one question to the other. Haha. T’was around 12 when I got done with the fun-tastic tag thingy. So, edah mandi. Its lunchtime jua kan. Karang kana scold lagi by mummy.=s

I had rice, with pumpkins and nuggets. Wahh~so orange jua meal edah anie. So bright. Haha. Didn’t really eat much. I’m kind of self-conscious of my body now, I feel fat and bloated, especially around the tummy. Better cut down on the junks. Watched an indon movie, “Duduk dalam kubur” sama mimie, mummy, and mirul on probola. Very educational eh the movie. Pasal the disadvantages of money or something like that. LoL.

Around 4+, I got the chance to play xbox! Finally! Haha. T’was fun, tapi very complicated. But that’s ok. I like complicated-ness. Haha. So sophisticated. So sexy~macam edah. Haha. :P

Nana’s shipping came. Yay!my sainsburys cookies! I like them berabis! When I was in uk I would gobble up like 2 boxes a day. Thank god others inda berapa into them, just means more for me. LOL. (: Sainsburys should open up a branch in brunei. They’ll get lots of profits. Haha. Seriously.

*Sigh*. The heater at our bathroom still cant be used. Everytime we switch it on, Blackout tarus our home. So, I’ve been having cold showers for the week and dressing under the blanket, pasal I keep forgetting to switch off the aircond before I go off for the shower. Ugh. I hate the cold. Haha. And masa mandi with heater, and mummy tutup aircond, cakap I hate the heat. Gawd. Pemilih jua urang bunai anie. Hehe.

Had dinner late. Because we were busy unpacking nana’s packages. Banyak nya baju, banyak nya kasut, banyak nya bags, banyaknya spendat(oops!haha..xp). . . LOL. Anyways, then kami(me, nana, mimie, abang mike, and daddy) main cluedo. Haha. It had been a long time since I played it, and edah lupa the rules. So, I keep making mistakes that increased the chances of others winning. Stupid me. We played two whole rounds, me playing as miss scarlet, why, of course, she’s the sexiest and most sophisticated, I think. Haha. Unfortunately, mimie, yang baru-baru first time main, won the two rounds. Pfft. Beginners luck. Kalok-kalok~ LOL. Xp

Eh anyways. Haha. I was eager to blog pasal I had something funny today. “Banana pizza!” haha. Weird ah?tapi its nice. Haha. At least, I’m the only one who thought they were. Haha. Wanted to take a photo, tapi malas run upstairs to get the camera. Haha. Ah well, when you come across it, try it!and if you like it, that means your taste buds are equivalent to mine! Haha. Apakan. xp

Haha. Bah, its past my bed time. And oh yeah, baru edah sadar that, I don’t know where the comment box is. So, feel free to comment on my “tagboard” haha. Its new.xp sekadar.

Bah, signing off.

XX-Edah *oh angelic*

I'm good, with or without you.

2008-12-16T18:36:00.000-08:00

No one tagged me to do this. But it seems fun! Haha. Came across this from izun’s blogger. ”Oh, I miss you, zunlove!”

RULES:

1. put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

5. Tag 6 people.

Are you a male or female?

= “Kuberikan Segalanya- Tiket” (err. . . the singer is a dude. I guess that means I’m a female. cause the song is for a girl. If ada guy sings this song to another guy. Its no denying it. They’re both gay. Get what I mean?:) )

Describe yourself!

=”Look into my eyes- Outlandish”. (Lawa jua lagu ane. Inspiring and heart-whelming. Catchy jua. Hehe. I guess you’ll have to look into my eyes and you’ll see that I’m a girl of Freedom?haha. Independent woman.)

What do people feel when they're around you?

= “Dirimu-Ello”(hmm. . .”kau buat mata ku terpaku setiap ku lihat wajahmu. Kau hancurkan segenap hati ku” haha. Yeah. Those are the words. Wow. Total hauttie??haha. prasan.)

Describe your current relationship

= “U&I- maliq & d’essentials” (wow. Haha. “you are the soul that brings joy into my life” I guess lurus pulang tu. He is totally special to me. “I wanna get close to you cause you make me feel so special. What do I have to do to get close to you. Maybe you & I could be”)

Where would you like to be now?

=”Animals- Nickelback” (woohoo!!*headbanging* I cant catch hold of the words he’s saying. Too laju. Haha. I guess I’d like to be in the wilds now, since I’m an animal. Xp)

How do you feel about love?

= ”Apaci- projek pop” (haha. Talur. I hear the word “kantut” in the song. I guess, I think love feels like kantut. Haha. I got lots of gas in my heart!!”)

What's your life like?

=”Tu wa ga pat- projek pop” (“peeyopi~peeyopi~go!go!” haha. Cali. “What u gonna do?kalau kamu lagi sedih?Pacar kamu pergi,?jadi sakit hati. Buang sakit hati kamu,nanti kami jenguk.Pasanglah senyum mu. Hapuslah air mata mu, jangan ragu-ragu” hehe. I guess right now, my lifes like JUST STOP CRYING, SMILE ALWAYS AND GO WITH THE FLOW. I totally recommend this song to those yang baru break up!)

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?

= “Diari Cinta Kita-Hazami” (ooh, voice nya sexy. Haha.”ku ingin bersama, jelajah dunia, mencipta sebuah cerita judul kita.” Yeah. That’s what I wish for. I wish to build my life around him,baz (: )

Say something wise.

= “Broken Now – Lara Fabian” (“I let you go. I let you fly” .wow. kan nanges edah eh. Hah. “I close my eyes, and dream of you and I, and then I realize theres more to life than only written on lies. I close my eyes.” Wise enough for ya?)

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,

= “A brand new day – Ten2five” ( “ooohh yeah, this is a brand new day for you and me, in this place, as husband and wife” haha. Whatever that means.)

How would you describe yourself?

= “Jangan Bersedih Lagi- Anuar Zain” (aaaahh!!nanges edah!! “Jangan di kesali atas apa yang terjadi, mungkin rahmat di sebaliknya membuahkan bahagia. Kekasihku, aku tahu kita sama saling percaya, tidak pernah ada dusta.kasih antara kita jangan berduka. Jangan berdendam pada sesiapa. Bersabarlah menerima segala-galanya dengan redha.”I guess I just hope for the best.)

What do you like in a guy/girl?

= ”When I see you - Fantasia” ( “You so sexy boy!” haha. I like the sexy-ness in guys? xp ooh~so sexy. Haha.)

How do you feel today?

= “Ugly- Sugababes” (OMG! Lurus nee. I feel ugly. :( pasal edah alum mandi kali. LOL “if I’m ugly, then so are you. So are you!” I guess I feel like lifes fair, in a way. Just go with the flow ;) )

What is your life's purpose?

= “Kini bebas – Anuar Zain ft Camelia” (I wanna be free. To be independent?:) “kini bebas hilang dari rasa yang sering resah kerana cinta tiap masa”. I’m surrounded by very overprotective people, that’s why.)

What is your motto?

= “Aint nothing but a she thing- Lil’ J feat Nobody’s angel and tammy phenix” ( “I can be anything that I wanna be” haha… totally lurus!! It aint nothing but a she thangg~say it loud!)

What do your friends think of you?

= “masterpiece – Atlantic Star” (awwhh…shweeet~”I found a masterpiece in you, a work of hard. Its true, and I treasure you, my love”haha. I’m a treasure to my friends. *sniffles* I love you, friends)

What do you think of your parents?

= “Whatcha gonna do-Mya” (“Watcha gonna do when you cant say no? And your feelings starts to show, I really need to know. How you gonna act?how you gonna handle that?”. . Lol. “What is the best she wants?What is she the best need?” haha. Get what I mean? Go figure!)

What do you think about very often?

=”Warisan wanita terakhir- Teachers pet” (edah suka this song! lol. And yes, edah selalu think about the last girls on earth. Haha. I wonder siapa-siapa uh? Haha.)

What is 2 + 2?

=”One – Mary J. Blige ft. u2” (haha. “one love. One life. One me and I”. haha. Handal. 2+2=1! )

What do you think of your best friend?

=”Irama kudidi –Gulintangan” (haha. Catchy rhythm. I guess I think my friends are fun and soothing?haha. teng~teng~pak~pak~dum~duum~)

What do you think of the person you like?

= “Black or white-Michael Jackson”(HAHAHA!!taluurrr!! “ it don’t matter if your black or white~”)

What is your life story?

= “My love- Justin Timberlake ft T.I” (haha. My life story revolves around my love. Haha. “All I want you to do is be my love.”)

What do you want to be when you grow up?

= “Beautiful liar- Beyonce ft Shakira” (haha. Wow. Banar kah tu?)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?

=”I could have danced all night-Angie Diggens” (haha. I know nada banyak urang pernah heard of this song. I guess its kinda true. I enjoy dancing. And I think of dancing when I see someone I like.)

What will you dance to at your wedding?

= “Mera Dil –Shaan & Nihira” (OMG!lagu Hindustan. Haha. This is what I get for copying all of Nana’s itunes list. Haha. It’s a nice song pulang. Haha. )

What will they play at your funeral?

= ”ABC- Jackson 5” (haha. I love this song. Well, I guess it can be true. I don’t want them to be sad masa edah meninggal. It will be an educational funeral. Haha. Xp so, don’t forget to bring your notebooks.)

What is your hobby/interest?

=”Saaiyaan –Vishal Dadlani” (another Hindustan song. Hmm, dunno what the song is about, but its one of the sound tracks in the movie “tara rum pum”. Siuk movie nya. Very touching. Pasal racing and family love. I guess I’m interested in racing and family love?haha.xp)

What is your biggest fear?

= “Do it to it- Cherish ft Young B and Sean Paul” (haha. Apakan?i hear the word “kryptonite” in the song. Haha. I guess my biggest fear is kryptonite?haha. I am supergirl, the daughter of Superman!)

What is your biggest secret?

=”Pudar-Rossa” (aha. Ermm. My biggest secret is. . . “setan dalam hatiku ikut bicara, bagaimana kalau ku selingkuh saja?pastinya kubanyak teman lelaki,tentunya ku kan bahagia.” Haha. What?i secretly want to have banyak boyfriends?aha.entah eh.xp)

What do you think of your friends?

= “Kembali Berdansa-Shaggy dog” (haha. I think my friends should dance!!dance with me!!)

What will you post this as?

= “I’m good –Blaque feat Chingy”(edah suka this song. . . hehe. “I’m good. . .with or without you~” )

People I tag:
-Mira (cousin)
-Lufy (bestie)
-Nurul (cousin)
-Amirul Julaihi (ex-classmate)
-Fate Tassim(ex-classmate)

Win or Lose. That is the Question.

2008-12-16T07:08:00.001-08:00

Been tagged by lufy. . . again.

what if your ex said this to you:

(in this case, i would refer the ex as the other guys except baz. nothing personal, but, i wont say he's my ex just yet. its not that the break up wasnt official or anything, its complicated. and oh, might i add that my exs' comprises of two groups: the still winners and the major losers. . .and i treat them differently. Still winners are those who i can still call friends, and major losers are well. . . total losers who totally dont deserve my respect. ok, Happy reading!)

1. Hi. How are you?

To winners: oh, great. and you?

To losers: ugh. . . eww.

2. Hey! You wanna go to the mall?

To winners: Banyak duit mu kan bawa ku ke mall.xp

To losers: ugh. . .eww.

3. I love you.

To winners: awwh. . .where are the chocolates, the teddy bears and the flowers?(Note the 's')

To losers: ugh. . . eww.

4. Do you want some cookie?

To winners: kalau nyaman, yes thanks. kalau inda, no thanks.(:

To losers: ughhh!!!ewww!!!

5. Can i take a picture with you?

To winners: Haha. No. but you can take a picture of ME.

To losers: must i say it?ughhh!ewwwwww...

6. Would you help me with my homework?

To winners: Sure, that'll be $100 per subject (:

To losers: HAHAHAHAHA.EWW

7. Here`s a gift to you.

To winners: awwh. thanks.

To losers: eeww!!!!

8. Let us just be friends.

To winners: i knew you'd say that. Lucky for you, we are. :)

To losers: dream on SUCKER!ewwww...

9. Do you want me to buy you an ipod?

To winners: watever. just make sure its an original or else.

To losers: EWW...

10. Lets watch a movie.

To winners: OH, wow. beduit kau.?

To losers: EWWWWWWWWWW!!

11. Hi baby.

To winners: say that to me one more time.(then i would go "whatever major loser!")

To losers: ewwww...bleecchhh!!

12. You`re still gorgeous.

To winners: i know. cant say the same for you though. xp

To losers: duuh. ewww!

13. I still love you.

To winners: i know. siapa jua inda. x)

To losers: i know. get away from me..eww!

14. Can i visit your house?

To winners: if you give me a million US dollars, sure. dont have?too bad.

To losers: ewww...(and dialing 9-9-3)

15. Do you love me?

To winners: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. are you serious? NO

To losers: eww. .

Now tag five people.

-Mira(cousin)

-Ropy (online buddy)

-Izun(cousin)

-Nurul Ain(cousin)

-Azie(LANjE crew)

if only. . .

2008-12-16T06:52:00.000-08:00

Hmm… today was okay, I guess. Didn’t really cry as much as I did the other day and last night. My brother is back. He got me lots of nice ole-oles’. He even got me THE “CSI:hard evidence” game for xbox. Haven’t got the chance to play it yet, pasal mimie was hogging the xbox. So, I played “bourne supremacy”. It was so hard! I died like a zillion times!haha.. inda handal wah. And I didn’t know what the game was about, since edah alum watch the movie. Haha. What do you expect? It’s a guy’s game. No understanding is necessary. Just play and kill whoevers in the way. Haha.

So, moving on~ aunty alma, our next door cousin’s maid, was supposed to fly back to philipines today. Packed and ready to go. Sekali nya, when she was checking in, it turns out the ticket was a FAKE! Whoa! Totally pissed off my aunt atu. How can someone be that cruel?selling off fake tickets. Banar tah. If I knew someone who did that, he/she/it is so gonna wish they were never born. Give them a piece of their own medicine. Let them know apa rasa nya to be played for a fool! Those reading this post and enjoys ripping off people of their money, watch out! Edah’s coming your way. . .!rawwwrrr!!haha. xp

Hmm. . . broke the news about the break up to nurul and wardah today. Boy,were they surprised. Nurul was like “NO way!” and wardah was like “and. . . baru kelamarin nya you were telling me about the wedding plans!”. . . (: LOL. They made me feel a little bit better with their sisterly silliness prowess – mengatil mummy nya with rubber masks and furry wigs. Haha. They invited me to come over anytime to watch Monk. I love that show and the freaky OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) dude. Tee-hee.

"Bowhh~babu iyah! xp"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :)

*sigh* still. . .at the end of the day. He’s the one I think about and miss. I wonder what he’s doing now. . .

i'm not running

2008-12-14T23:34:00.000-08:00

Well, I don’t know where to start. Can my day get any worse? Herman is suppose to be back from uk today. But somehow the plane he was in broke down and their still stranded in Dubai. Lucky him. :)

I guess you wont understand much if I told you the reason I’m totally down right now is because he failed me. So, lets start from the beginning, shall we?

On October 18th,2006(yeah, that’s the last day of pmb ’06 exam) I promised this guy I would choose between him and his friend. His name was Bazli. They were both nice guys. But I guess, I liked bazli more than I liked his friend. A year passed, and we were still going strong. I liked him a lot. He was charming, and kind of cute in his own ways. I found it very flattering how he would say or do things to me that he wouldn’t to others. I swear, he was perfect for me. But others wouldn’t agree and may even be surprised. Bazli is a year older than me, born on May 20th, 1991, but academically, I was far higher than him. I’m not trying to brag or anything. But it’s the truth. I have just finished o’ level, and him with his PMB. Yeah, he’s in form 3. Honestly, I didn’t care. But I bet people who cared about me would mind, especially mummy or nana. So, me and baz decided that we would both part ways if baz was to fail his pmb exam this year. He worked really hard, because he is also aware that if me and him were to break-up, he wont have another chance with me. But I guess, forever just isn’t the word for us.

2008 PMB results were out two days ago, but Baz just got it today. And it turned out, he failed.
Wow. . . I could swear I heard my heart stopped beating that very moment. Both, me and baz really didn’t see it coming. He was so happy when he came out the exam hall, assuring me that he knew most of the answers to the question. I really didn’t see it coming.

Baz: So?what now?

Edah: hmph. i guess its over. no more bazedz forever huh?
Baz: shit. I feel so stupid. Semua urang cakap banar, me buduh.
Edah: so, friends?
Baz: one more chance, please? I really love you.

Edah: . . . . . . . . . .
Baz: bah, okay. That’s fine. Just lari from me okay. Leave me.
Edah: hmm…I don’t wanna run. . . I think I’m gonna walk.
Baz: WALK???

Edah: yeah, just walk. I want you to catch up.
Baz: entah lah.
Edah: I made my choice. I’m letting you go. Now its your turn. You pilih lah if
you wanna give up or are you gonna work harder and catch up?

I know maybe this whole thing is kind of silly. But this is how we decided it to be and it is dead serious. Its not a joke. And just yesterday I was telling wardah about our wedding, and family plans. Oh, how I wish those plans wouldn’t go down the drain. I really like all those plans. And I like the names of the new babies –to-come.

Hmm. . . I guess that’s a way to explain the situation. I hope he’ll catch up. I hope he really is THE one for me. Because I like him, a lot . . . .

even when we're far apart, we will always have one thing in common. mumble (:

I'm it!

2008-12-14T16:58:00.003-08:00

1.What's the relationship of you and her/him?

= He's my bestie! =D aka online best buddy,

2.Your 4 impressions towards her/him:

= Gorgeous ;)

= Fun

= Nice

= Flirty? LOL.

3. The most memorable thing she/he have said to you?

= err.. i'm not sure. but i bet the most memorable thing i have said to him was "TYPO!!" haha. kesian lufy. . .

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you?

= Make a lot of typo errors and oh yeah, share this awesome "power" !! *infinite nudgie!*

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will

= haha. erm . . . do what i do with my other lovers? so unlikely to happen lah~ he IS my bestie, and i'm not risking the relationship. x)

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will

= let him win. . . its impossible for him to win the fight without my help . xp haha. no offence lufs.

7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on

= making more typos. so, i'll be more happy as i get to say my oh-so-favourite-word more often! yay!

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is

= its either he purposely murdered my cat or he ate my choclates. haha. sekadar.

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him?

= on him? oooh~dress him in costumes! i wanna really see lufy as ironman. wahh~so metallic and shiny!

10. The overall impression of her/him

= Super nice!

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?

= hmm. . . i think theyre jealous of me!haha. nada wah. i really dont know actually. People are unique and have unique feelings. Does it matter what they think?

12. The characteristics that you think have, are?

= er. . . i think i have superpowers! banar! haha.

13. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself, is

= err. . . a bit materialistic?

14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?

= me!

15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them?

= Firstly. . . (sobs!) i would like to thank the producer, the director, and all my fans who've been supporting me through all this. LOL. salah, anie message for "Best Actress Award" at the Oscars. anyways, i would say, "thanks for liking me the way i am. Keep it real!Rock on!woohoo~!". Over jua si dang edah anie eh. Haha.

16. 10 people you tag:

1. Ratu Mira (cousin)

2. Nana (sis)

3. Ropy (online buddy)

4. Nurul Ain (cousin)

5. Azie Elmo (LANjE crew)

6. izun (cousin)

7. Syima (cousin)

8. Mirul Julaihi (ex-classmate)

9. Ayu (cousin)

10. Fate Tassim (ex-classmate)

17. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?

= Abang mike! they're getting married in june,2009! yay!new babies! xp

18. No.3 a male or female?

= Male. tapi gay. LOL, inda wah. ia gay if ia cakap edah urang lama saja!xp

19. If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?

= err... i dont think so. they're not gonna have new babies, then. boring cha. x)

20. How about no.5 and no.8?

= its possible. . . but so unlikely. just not the same types if you know what i mean. haha.

21. What is no.1 studying about?

= i think maths. haha. she's a maths-freak! she's all logic and no fun!haha...xp "i'm just jealous your so damn good at maths,mir"

22. Is no.4 single?

=haha... oh yeah, she is. and she works at rizqun! any takers? LOL. xp

23. Say something about no.6

=She is FUN!very LAWA!and she has pouty lips like Selena Gomez! i love you,zunster ;)

Gimme, Gimme MORE!

2008-12-14T06:23:00.000-08:00

hello people!
haha... sanak edah tu dangar that phrase in the radio.. come on la~be more open minded. inda semesti nya people saja yang dangar kristal rite?my cats are listening too, and theyre offended!LOL. lame eh.

anyways..this is like my first ever post on blogger. its like most of the people i know have bloggers. iatah~edah is like "i wanna be normal and have one too". Normal people have bloggers. Celebrities have normal people to make bloggers for them... and princesses like yours truly can have whatever they want. (Wipe that smirk of your face!i am too a princess!And you dont have the right to deny that. xp)

So,intro:
Mummy named me Saedah. Yeap,thats it. Endang nya short okay. & i know its unusual for a Bruneian to have such a short name, but i do. hehe. I am after all, quarter or half malaysian. My grandparents on daddy's side are originally malaysian. So, yeah. haha. I'm coming 17 on February 13th, 2009. YEAH-UH! my birthday is a day before valentines, which means i get double treats. xp Feel free on referring me as Saedah(my full name ;) ) or if your too lazy, Edah. && make sure you pronounce my name right. i get feisty when people pronounce my name weirdly. So, just to be sure, refer here: http://www.adatmoadim.com/definitions.htm LOL. famous kan nama edah atu?

"it is a femine word"- (quoted).

Eh, makes me feel sexy lah when you call me Edah. x)

I'm the third out of four sibs. The first is Herman, second is Nana, and then lastly and least is Mimie. haha... i know, i'm a mean sister. "But, he started it!!Banar!"

My favourite-thing-to-do-at-anytime-anywhere is dreaming! Either in my sleep or when i'm wide awake. So, back off if you see me staring into space. Manatau its a really great dream, so, dont be a "fun-pooper" and spoil it for me. Or else. . . . . . . . .
haha..mengancam kan edah atu?*kirai2*

Things i LOVE:

i like the colour pink, and some other down-to-earth colours.
i like ANIMALS! especially kitties, penguins, dolphins, squirrels, this pink bird i saw at syima's, peacocks, and oh so many others!
i like songs with nice lyrics, or just plain relaxing and joyful music. My current fav is lost without you-robin thicke. p/s: he is hautte!
i like C.S.I, the tv show i mean. Other fav tv shows? err. . . heroes, friends, house, and etc. i'm likely to watch the show if it includes any of my favourite celebs.
i like movies that makes sense to me.
i like cartoons, especially the spongy bob squarepants. he is cute!
i like DRAMA! haha. Siapa inda? [WARNING: Si Edah can be a drama queen at times, so sit back, relax and enjoy the show ;) ]
i like making friends. Siapa inda suka emo tu . . .
i like Victoria Secret, LouisVuitton, Donna Karan New York, Yves Saint Lauren, Dorothy Perkins, Dior, Accessorize, Top Shop, Vincci, Miss Selfridge, Calvin Klein, Sunsilk, Miss Sixty Chanel, Maybelline, Garnier, Bodyshop, L'oreal(because i'm worth it!), La Senza, Triumph, and Shiseido.
i like shopping! especially when none of my money is involved.
i like accesories!
i like perfumes!
i like beauty products!
i like bags! all sizes please. :)
i like shoes! i'm a size 5 UK, or 37.
i like lingerie. Someday, i'll get to wear them for show, i think. LOL. Dont bother getting what i mean.
i like reading, from encyclopedias, to magazines, to fun facts on the back of the cereal box. you can call me the book worm.
i like cars. i dont like memorising their names or where they come from. i just enjoy seeing them go "vrrooom vrooom kapuuufff"..haha. rusak kali.
i like games!
i like japanese anime and manga!
i like old people "sometimes". They can tell you a lot about life, and i like listening to their past experiences and everlasting memorable moments. oh.gawd. i'm such a GEEK!haha.
i just like having fun!
Lastly, i like this guy. His name is Bazli. I think i may even be in love with him (i'm chatting with him now, but he doesnt know i'm writing a blog, but someday he will, and i hope he wont be upset.) its so hard to diffrentiate between real feelings and hormonal effects. Hormones sucks!haha.

Things I HATE:

i dislike backstabbers.
i dislike people who play with other people's feelings.
i dislike hormones that causes acne, imperfections on skins, confusions, and etc.
i dislike snobs
i dislike those who try to stomp on me.
i dislike those with cruel intentions, let it be any living or non-living objects.
i dislike lazy people, although i can get lazy at times.
i dislike tattle tellers. e.g. pembocor rahsia (:
i dislike hypocrites.
i dislike know-it-alls, especially when they assume they're right when it fact theyre totally the opposite of right(which is wrong!).
i dislike those who pronounce my name weirdly. LOL. i did warn u, y'know. i just wont like you until you pronounce my name right.
i dislike people who look down on others.
i dislike people who hurt the weak, just to make themselves feel stronger or better in any way.
i dislike people who steal and cheat.
i dislike uncleanliness.
i dislike people who dont care about other people. We are one! We are stronger when we are united!LOL. semangat wah~
i dislike using the word "kaling" at least i'm trying not to... cause nana says it means "pencuri" or something. So, i'm sticking to lingka or maybe indians. Cause they're humans too, and they have feelings!hmph.

i think thats all you need to know about me. Wanna know more? sure. be nice to me, and i'll give you more. and oh yeah, will you also sing "gimme more- britney spears" with "style" while your at it? haha. jokes okay. dont take it too seriously. but i dont mind you doing it though. it would totally make my day. LOL.

XX- Edah*angelic*